Brandon Floyd

 My wife and I were pillow talking and we were talking about childhood toys. She of course growing up with the nuclear family had toys and such while I grew up in a broken home with very little. I came to realize something in our discussion that quickly threw me off. I can count on a single hand how many toys I had from ages 6-12... 4 Toys. Up to age 6 my parents were together, life was peachy, then the divorce and life came crumbling down. I didn't have much growing. I was very neglected/abused and well used as canon folder for parental disputes. I went to 11 different elementary schools. I couldnt keep long term friendships because of this. As far as normal childhood toys, at age 6 all of my mighty morphin power ranger toys went into a storage that my folks didnt make a payment on. So all lost. No one really cared about my birthdays or christmas. If I got a toy, it'd be temporary. That was then. What about now? I have 2 amazing daughters. I spoil them left n right. Our monthl...

I'm not to interested in who I was yesterday, ten years ago, or even in my youth. I tend to focus on today and moving forward. I have lived in Chicago, Texas, Canton NC, Sylva NC, Waynesville North Carolina.. yet my home has never been me. So who I am? Well I have a degree in Electronics Engineering Techonology? So am I smart? I am skilled vastly in musical arts and can play multiple instruments and compose. Am I a musician? I have been in an incredible relationship with my wife for nearly 12 years. Am I Married? I have 2 beautiful daughters on this Earth and 1 in heaven's comfort. Am I father? I don't hold grudges, and forgive everyone no matter their past. Am I merciful? I love to create ideas, and see them implemented. Am I Creative? I love to share my faith in hopes to inspire others. Am I righteous? I believe in Jesus. Am I a Christian? The truth is I think i know. These are things people have told me that I am in my life. But is it who I am? Are we what we do in the m...

  Who the hell is Brandon Dean Floyd? What is a 36 year old male doing on a blog site? What is a blog? Is it an escape from reality to try and comprehend my thoughts in a public manner for the fools edgy enough to want to view the inner workings of my thoughts. Am I running away into the vast intergalactic anarchy that is organized internet? Is more complex then even that?  Not really. I’m just bored. I use to write a lot. I journaled, wrote stories, and made poems. Always to ashamed to bring my creations into the world. I kept em secret. I kept em safe. I burned them all in a fire trying to represent the change in my life in my twenties. Some poetic act of justice in attempt to free myself of who I was. There are some things though, that no matter how many bridges you burn, no matter how many year pass, those core things hold onto you. They are you. Your conscious. Your loves, your joys, your sorrow, your pain, everything that makes you, you. I am nothing more than spacedus...